I won't say that I hate men, because that would be untrue. But I am currently not the biggest fan of the species. I hate feeling weird about stuff, which is what happens when I try to deal with "guy/girl stuff". There has been a lot of that sort of stuff going on today. This morning I was all excited about Nate, now I have guy friend who says he feels more. I think I've known this, but I've been doing my best to ignore it. I just don't feel that way about him. He's my friend. So when he points out the elephant in the room that I've been trying to ignore I spazzed. I just didn't want to talk anymore. I wanted to close the phone and walk away. I had previously told said guy that I don't like guy/girl stuff because I tend to get freaked out and walk away. But he felt he needed to get it off his chest, that or he just didn't listen. Now I'm restless, not sure what's going on, can't study: partly because I'm thinking of Nate, partly because I'm worried about what that elephant is going to crap on in the fictional room of my friendship with the my friend.
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